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5 shows for your next existential breakdown

TV shows give us new ways on how we can swim in our existential ennui. It’s no longer limited to burrowing our heads in the works of Nietschze or Camus. Gone are the days where the only option was to stare at our windows while Gary Jules’ “Mad World” plays in the background. Today, everything could be binge-watched, even how we question our life’s purpose.

Like the adolescent reluctant time-traveler, Morty Smith, once said to his sister: “Nobody exists on purpose. Nobody belongs anywhere. Everybody’s gonna die… Come watch TV.” Here are some shows to get you started.

Twin Peaks

David Lynch’s one and only successful attempt on making television series back in the ‘90s is a surreal noir drama. It’s still regarded as one of the most experimental yet iconic TV shows of its era. The show tells a tale of Special Agent Dale Cooper coming into the small town of Twin Peaks to investigate a murder of a popular student named Laura Palmer. His investigation led him to the darkest forms of evil, otherworldly Black Lodges, and the best cherry pie this side of the county. 

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Pushing Daisies

Put this image in your mind: an existential murder mystery drama with the color palette of Winnie the Pooh. That’s Pushing Daisies in a nutshell. It stars Lee Pace as Ned the Piemaker who bakes pies and has the ability to wake the dead with his touch. His life changed when he brought Chuck, his childhood crush, back to life. The show explores the existentialist perspective of life, love, and dead albeit its rather cheery art direction. It’s a contradiction and addictive watch, making it frustrating that this show was cancelled too soon.


Eternal Sunshine meets Inception is the best way to describe Cary Fukunaga’s limited series. Arguably, Jonah Hill and Emma Stone’s best roles to date. It tells a tale of Annie Landsberg and Owen Milgrim as they go through a pharmaceutical trial that aims to eliminate psychotherapy altogether. As they journey to their own mindscapes, they seem to find themselves tethered to each other. It’s a great show about mental health, depression, and an exploration of the question “what is I?”

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The Good Place

One of the most unique shows in NBC’s comedy line up. Eleanor Shellstrop is a trash of a person: selfish and rude all the way. She found herself on a waiting room one day  to find out that she has died and she’s in “The Good Place.” Trouble is, she’s not the Eleanor Shellstrop, rather she’s mistaken for a humanitarian lawyer with a similar name. Now, she has to prove that she’s worthy of staying in this version of heaven by learning the philosophy of ethics through her “soulmate” Chidi Anagonye. 

Black Mirror

The sci-fi dystopian show set in a not-so-distance future is a nightmare to watch. Charlie Booker’s show reveals the darkest side of humanity as technology progresses further. Every episode differs from one another and is not connected in any way. It’ll question your morality, how you view technology dependency, and how progress affects humanity as a whole. 

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